Story of My Life

2009-05-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

Today, the 22nd May, I had the GEMS training again. GEMS training for the second time and I had a headache again for the second time. I mean when I'm in school with naughty and misbehave children, I seldom get a headache and when I have a training in an air-conditioned classroom I got a headache and mind you, there were no children to take care of. All we have to do was sit and listen and do some dumb stuff. So like whatever.

Then after that went to meet my bf at PS. He was with Ira. So Ira went somewhere and we both went to eat. While eating, I saw my cuz. Tengku Nur Lela. So appraoched her and then we went home because he had to meet his mum. So never mind. But then next week going to Malacca with my sis and nephew and my sis colleagues. Hmm. Shopping trip. But the shops at the Shopping Malls there dont really attract me9I've checked out what are the shops available there). The one that I'm looking forward to shop in is MNG!!!!! I mean the MNG there are much cheaper than in SG. I'm soooo gonna shop for nice clothes in MNG. I thought there might be Topman/Topshop there. But then nooo. There's none.

On the 9th of May, we went out but this time, we decided not to go to shopping malls, instead, we will hit the parks!!!Ahahahaha. So, at first our choice was Botanic Gardens but after I found out that there's a bus that goes to Henderson Waves, we decided to go to Henderson Waves instead. And we walk and we walk and we walk and we walk until we reach Hort Park, in which by the time we reach there, it was going to 8. We walked for around two hours there. And we had fun at the Hort Park there where we played this dumb game that I lose and he won. But nothing much to see at the Hort Park as it was quite dark and I can't see any nice/beautiful flowers. In fact, it was quite eerie to go to the toilet there as they are like environment friendly/intelligent toilet where they have sensors and the lights were off before I came in to the Ladies'. But certainly I enjoy the day going to the Parks . Have been wanting to go there since it was launched(I can't remember when). Hehehe.

2009-05-22T22:53:00.001+08:00

So, on the 8th of May, for the first time, I met him mum. Yeah, I won't deny that I was so afraid. I didnt expect to meet his mum because I just ended my tuition that day and he called to say that he's at Tampines and asked me to meet his mum. I'm like...Um ok. I guess. Well, actually I accompanied his mum to search for a bag that she wants. So after meeting his mum, who was nice actually then we went to eat at Swensens. I ate the chewy ice cream or something like that and it was nice but I think there was too much chocolate in it, it made me wanna throw up. So after that went home...

2009-04-07T21:51:00.003+08:00

The "fierce" Fire Fighter.

On the 28th, I went out with dearest to Vivo City to catch the movie Coming Soon. Wah. So damn scary and we sat like the second row from the front and I was covering my eyes with the popcorn box for half of the time and he screamed in my ear four times and the third time that he screamed I also screamed. The reason being 1. He screamed in my ear. 2. I saw the ghost and it was so scary.

So after the movie we walked around Vivo while waiting for his friends. So met his friends, ate lunch. And I totally forgot about Earth Hour so at one point of time we went to the Sky Garden and I was wondering why it was so dark like there was no light at all. I only remembered when I reached home my mom asked whether it was dark at the shopping mall. I was like "Oh yah. Today have Earth Hour!" Hahaha.

So it was quite a fun day with him though at one point of time there was some comflicts between us and I was having my PMS. So that day I was extra sensitive when he commented something about me and I am sorry if I behaved that way the other day.

Vandal Low! Vandal Low! For him!Ipod Touch!! For me k.Hahahz

2009-03-22T23:17:00.001+08:00

I am so happy cos i get 4 things for under $40 at Bugis Street. @ long sleeved shirts that I can wear with sleeveless dress, a dress and also a belt. I am satisfied. And btw, the vintage floral dress at Bugis Street is nice and only several shops have it. And I don't know whether I should buy??And I saw this vintage bag that I like. Should i purchase it???Hmm...let me think abt it.

And I miss him so much. It's been a long time since we spend time together. I miss u, Syg. And I am overwhelmed with work that I don't know where to start and I know that I need to set my priorities straight from this week cos I have a deadline to catch which is the Our Smiley Faces thingy and also the handwashing thingy that I have to get them done by this Friday. OMG. Will I able to get them done??? And plus the WAP that we have to do, the Kids Bulletin also is due this Friday. I need a break, seriously.

2009-01-04T21:17:00.005+08:00

Sze Rui's advanced birthday celebration.

2008-12-28T19:45:00.006+08:00

OF SENTOSA AND LUGE

At last, Khai and I got to go to Sentosa and take the LUGE though it was drizzling that day. The LUGE was best! It was his first time riding it while I rode it for the second time. Though it was the second time for me, I was still afraid when I ride the SkyRide. After the Luge, we walked around Sentosa until it rained and we got back to Vivo City to walk around. =)

Hi, meet Mr. Tall.

Macam Mat Motor mana ajer...

He thought he put on his Army helmet which has chin guards.

Hahahaha. The person behind us was giving me this "one kind" of look when I posed like this. Maybe they thought I was abnormal.LOL.

It's not fair sey. He always draw my face so big!

His creation.

2008-12-28T19:25:00.003+08:00

Went to VivoCity with Him. Actually we wanted to go Sentosa to walk around but again it didn't happen because it started to rain. So we just walked around there and went home.

2008-12-28T19:12:00.003+08:00

ATTACHMENT AT LEARNING VISION@ WORK;TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC

The photos below were taken during the last day of my attachment there. I actually cried when my mentor teacher asked the N1s(3 year olds) to sit around me and told them that I will not be coming anymore and asked them to say "We love you, Teacher Maz." That was the most touching moment ever. I gave each of them 2 boxes of raisins and I started to cry. OMG. I was like emo-ing shit. I was sad because I've grown to love them and being attached to them. The 5 weeks that I was there had been a fruitful one. Even one of the children can feel my vibes and she told me that she wants to cry because she won't see me again. And when I went back to TP again and saw the children again, I feel like crying again because I miss them so much. I miss them now eventhough I am at another centre. I can't help thinking how they were doing. Oh. I miss them so. I wish that I could go back there and hug them all. Btw, I can't put their pics in here.

Me, my mentor(Teacher Ema), Nadhirah(my classmate), her mentor(Teacher Bao Ling).

A picture with the Principal, Miss Janice.

2008-12-25T22:50:00.005+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WITH HIM

Celebrated my birtday with him on the day before my birrthday. He bought me the things that I wanted and then we had dinner at Ramen Ten. Had a really great time with him though I wish I get to spend more time with him. And the pics below are mostly his pics cos he loves to take pics more than I do.

2008-12-25T22:34:00.004+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WITH MY BEST FRIEND OF 13 YEARS

Celebrated my birthday with Syaz. We ate at Pizza Hut where the service was super sucky. The waiting queue for the dine-in was super long. We didn't get our soup of the day. We asked for our ice- cream, from the male manager but he did not give us the ice-cream immediately. We waited for like 10 mins and Syaz called the lady manager to serve us the ice-cream and she did. We walked around TM and after that Syaz treated me to a CoffeeBean drink.

Emo-ing over food?

2008-12-25T19:15:00.006+08:00

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS WIT SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS. OUR BIRTHDAYS: JOY(27TH OCT), HAZWANI(11TH NOV) AND ME(13TH NOV)-THE SCORPIO BABIES

Candid!

Our Ben & Jerry Ice Cream "Cake" brought in by Xinyu.

The birthday girls

See my face! So horrible!

See Hazwani's delighted face when she saw the gift vouchers!

I was so happy cos I get to shop!

I was testing my camera. Look at what the others were doing.

2008-12-20T22:50:00.002+08:00

1. Do you have secrets? What do u think?
2. Would you fall in love with a guy/girl older than you? He is older than me
3. How long u intend to wait for someone u really love? I waited for a guy for three years before I gave up and decided to forget about him.
4.What will u do with a billion of dollars? Wow, that's a lot of money. Hmmm...buy a house for my parents,sister and myself, open up a business, give some to charity, buy car..and the list goes on.
5.Will you fall i love with your best friend? Btw, my best friends are girls so its unlikely that i will fall in love with them though I do love them as they are my best friends.
6. Which one is more blessed? loving someone or being love by someone? Both will be a nice and beautiful thing to have.
7. How u define love? Love?To me love is unconditional and it cannot be expressed with words.(Chey, mcm paham pulak si Mazzi ni)
8.if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? I will forget about him and move on with my life. But it will take a long time before I forget about him.
9. Is there anything has made you extremely happy? Lots of things...Let me list them down: Firstly, my family, him, friends, work, the children always make my day and lastly shopping!
10. what makes u sad? Hmm...Hurtful words that are thrown to me.
11. who's the most currently important people to you? Family, him, friends and children(not my children ok, its the children that I taught).
12.What is being regarded the most important thing in ur life? Hmmm....
13. would u be single and rich or married but poor? Married but poor
14. what is ur fav color? Green, obviously.
15. do you believe there is true love? Wow, true love??Maybe.
16. if there a choice between friends and lover which one will u choose? Haha. I'm not going to answer that as both are important to me.
17. What do u wnt to tell to someone u like? Wow, I never do that before.
18. Would u forgive and forget?I will forgive but I won't forget.
19. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? Still working with children and have a family by then?

2008-12-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

Actually I wanted to blog the birthday photos and I realised that I did not upload it to my lappy.And the best thing is my camera is with Syaz. So I can't update about the birthday yet. Maybe I'll do the thingy that Syaz tagged me that day.

2008-12-20T20:19:00.005+08:00

KPE. Photo taken by sis. Was on the way to my aunt's home.

My two lovely nephews. I lurve them a lot.

I love you though u might be different from other children.

OMG! Cuteness!!!

Bila boleh keluar? See, he always have that sad/sour look on his face just like Eeyore.

Photo was taken by my bro-in-law as he doesnt like to take photo.

2008-12-20T20:11:00.002+08:00

These pictures were taken a day before 1st Ramadhan. He decided to bring me to Geylang Serai to walk around the Bazaar, in which I thought the stalls were not open yet as it was not Ramadhan yet but he proved me wrong when I saw lots of stalls were open. He went for a haircut there and then we went home as he had to book in.

This pic was taken before he went for a haircut.

Without glasses.

With glasses.

2008-12-20T19:09:00.008+08:00

Singapore FLYAAAA!!!!

I'll let the pictures do the talking. Picture says a thousand words.

Masam nya muka anak sedara aku yang bongsu ni!

Barney has gone to the gym and lose his baby fats!!

F1 race track

He actually was afraid after the Flyer has gone to the highest point and refused to walk around the capsule.

I didn't even realise there was a compass in the capsule until I decided to look at the ceiling of the capsule.

The polluted waters. It's not even clear. I mean the water.

I stumble upon my bf's best friends!

Popeyes. It's Halal OK!

Farhan's shirt, "I got my good look from my dad." He's certainly one good looking six-year old.

2008-12-20T19:00:00.002+08:00

Hello people!

Wow, it's been a while since I blogged. Btw, I've been busy with assignments, practicum attachment and also now my internship.

I felt so relieved after I handed up all my assignments. And practicum attachment was one of the greatest moments that I will never forget. I was attached at my alumni which is TP's child care Learning Vision. I met lots of great people there. My mentor was so GEREK! And she taught me lots of things that I don't know and the children are the cutest that I've seen. I had too much sweet memories there. And btw, I still miss the children.

Now, is my internship period which is at LV@ Community a.k.a Whizkidz Child Dev Ctr. Thought the people here are nice, I felt that I got a warmer welcome at TP where the teachers there are more GEREK and GILA-GILA.

And now, time to blog photos.

2008-10-20T21:30:00.003+08:00

FASCINATED BY FLAT SCREEN HDTV

I can't believe that Singaporean are fascinated by several flat screen HDTVs that was displayed.

Yes, that was the sight that greeted me when I decided to go to Tampines Mall's toilet. Seriously, I thought they were looking at something so fascinating but instead it's just a normal TV that you can find at Courts or Best Denki.

And as for me, I was fascinated by the crowd who were admiring the beautiful HDTVs on display. Hehe. Though I have no proof of that, but believe me, you should have been there. They were looking at the TV as if they saw a popular artiste. Wakakaka.

FYI, my practicum starts this Thursday and I am posted to Temasek Polytechnic Learning Vision. Wah. I'm going back to TP!!!!

Bzzzzz..Signing off..wakakaka

2008-10-08T00:25:00.003+08:00

We received a shocking news. My uncle, who is my father's brother, he was the second last child of the family just passed away. It was just a week ago that we visited you and your adopted mom at your home. You look way older than your age in which I guess might be 50 years old. You look way older than my dad who is turning 59 years old this year.

I was shocked on how old you looked. My parents said, you look that way because you take too much drugs in your life time. I guess, you have never stopped taking it. I guess, you never think who will take care of your old and sick god-mother who have taken care of you of the past 50 years that you were born if you were away.

Seven days ago, you were not standing upright. My dad asked you, "Kau sakit ke apa. Ashim?" And you said, "A'h bang, yang kelmarin masuk hospital, tulang patah." Then my dad gave you some money.

Though, I rarely see you except during Hari Raya, from what I heard by my parents, you have never asked money from people. Even if you were desperate to take drugs and have no money or even if you were sick, you have never asked people for money. You never want people to trouble themselves. That's the kind of person you were.

I didn't expect that last Wednesday was the last time that we will see you. Otw back from your house, my family discussed about you, on how sick and old you looked. Even your adopted mother teased that you can become her husband because you looked as old as her, in which I guess her age is ard 80+.

Eventhough, I have never been closed to him or know him that well. I feel sad. Afterall, he's my father's brother.

When I received the news, I was shocked, speechless. And suddenly, I just broke down into tears.

I guess, drugs destroyed your life. You will be missed, Pak Asim.

Al-Fateha buat Allahyarham Tengku Abdul Rahman bin Tengku Chik. Moga Rohmu didicuri Allah. Amin.

2008-10-05T23:13:00.001+08:00

OMG!

I was looking at my timetable and I just realised...School will end in 13 days minus weekends. Meaning my practicum will start soon! Argghh!

Reality check! I have too many assignment to finish that I can't keep track of how many assignments left. And on top of that, during practicum, I still have to do my assignments.

How am I going to manage that? All right, we'll see. Now, I want to finish up my lesson plan.

P.S Can I just knock my head on the wall?

2008-10-05T17:14:00.002+08:00

I am sooo IN LOVE.

Hahaha. In love with who?

In love with my new blog skin!!! I love it. BECAUSE it is green which is my favourite colour and its nice. I loike!Or I rather say I LOVE IT!

K, MAziah. I am actually off track from what I am supposed to do which is doing my Lesson Plan. I just can't start doing it. Haiz...Aniways, I will update my blog cos I love my blog skin. Oh right, thats lame. Bye.

2008-10-04T19:19:00.004+08:00

HARI RAYA PICS!!!

The first day of Raya...

I went to Hazwani's house which was the first house of the day. You should be honoured you know cos I went to your house first.Hehe.So I met up with XY,SR and Joy. And I was late!!

After a long time, at last, I got to meet them!

Candid !

2008-09-19T12:36:00.003+08:00

I feel horrible for what happened yesteray. I just want you to know that I am so sorry because I'm at loss for words. I know that you need my support but I just don't know what to say. I did cry when you said out your problems to me but I just don't want you to knowthat I did cry. I said that I don't know what to say because I was thinking of what to say to you. Not because I dont have any empathy for you. But I was thinking of what I want to say to you. But you don't want to talk to me after that. It's just... I don't know why.

Haiz...anyways. I feel miserable for what happened yesterday. I just want you to know that I feel miserable. If u ever read my blog, I just wanna say again that I am so sorry if I have never been listening to you properly or having the right responses for your problems and questions.

And lastly, I just want you to know that I love you very much.

2008-09-18T21:59:00.003+08:00

Since Ramadhan, I only met him once which was yesterday. I went to meet him at Bugis right after school then head to Geylang Serai to buy food for break fast and then both of us rushed home to break fast with our family. Don't know when I'll be meeting him again. Yeah, sadness.

Btw, the pics below were taken last mth.

The day that he wanna bring me to Sentosa but had to cancel it because of the rain...
The model wannabe tapi tak menjadi. Wakaka. Just kidding.

This was actually quite long time ago. I think it was in August. Haha. Now then I want to blog. Nvm. It's just that I'm stuck while doing my Language and Literacy assignment, so I decided to blog instead. All the past entries shall be blogged. K. What kind of English is that btw, MAZ. HUHUHU.

Anyways, the next post will be abt SPORE FLYAAA and maybe Hari Raya???

GTG nw to do my assignments which is piling up like nobody's business.

You know what, dear? IMY so much. ILY.

2008-09-05T22:04:00.002+08:00

1.What is your dream ambition?
Being a teacher and entrepreneur but as for now i am a trainee teacher =)

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To get everything that I want.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Something nice and simple with my loved ones witnessing it.

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
Hmm...Let me think. Btw, I cant think of any right now.

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
Actually I can be both. Depends on the situation and the people around me.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

7. Do you trust easily?
Hmm...Sometimes.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Just forget about him and move on with my life.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Assignments, upcoming practicum?

10. What does your name mean?
Maziah- Kelebihan dan keistimewaan (Special and unique)

11. Is being tagged fun?
Sometimes. If I am not busy it’ll be fun. If I’m busy, I wont do this.

12. How do you see yourself?
Cheerful, can be gila2 at times, quiet and likes to laugh a lot. Can be moody at times.

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, him and friends.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
My sweet, kind and knowledgeable bestie.

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor

16. How many children do you want to have, if any?
3 children.

17.What's better, to give or to receive?
To give.

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Hmm...Maybe I’ll pick the one who loves me back?

19. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yes. If I really love that person.

20. What are you waiting for right now?
Waiting for my course to end and starting my first real job soon.

2008-08-27T23:09:00.002+08:00

To people who think that was something wrong in my life. And let me make this clear, there was nothing wrong with my life and I feel contented. So...actually nothing happen. Nothing...Okay Xinyu. I have no major problems. Just minor. So dont worry.

2008-08-22T10:32:00.004+08:00

Its updates for National Day and after National day. Wnet out with Hazwani to watch the fireworks and on Sunday went out with Syazana to Bugis to shop!! And eat some nice stuffs!!!

2008-07-13T12:12:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I blogged. Anyways, someone thot something happen to khairul(khai) and me. Heehee. No, nothing happen between us. We are still happy together. Though not meeting him as often as last time.

And he said maybe we will not meet each other for another 2 or 3 weeks cos he has to confine in camp with his new recruits. = (

Nvm, maybe after all that can meet him. And btw, I want to go to these places in Singapore. As both of us always walk around shopping centres and malls, why not next time we go to more scenic place other than going to those shopping malls. *wink wink* And we've been hanging out at City Hall area too often until I'm sick of that place. But the weird thing is that I am never sick of TAMPINES!!! I am not sure why. Anyways...

Places that I want to go:

1. Singapore Botanic Gardens
2. East Coast Park
3. West Coast Park
4. Sentosa

Please bring me there. Thank you. Wakakaka. I so tak tau malu(means not shy at all) ask him to bring me to these places. Please eh, Khairul if u see this post bring me there tau.

I will miss u. I miss u.

2008-07-01T21:33:00.004+08:00

Alrights ppl! Ny blog is not private anymore!! Woohoo!!

It has been a long time since i blogged. Lots of things happened.

Like I spoiled Khairul's bdae celebration cos of my own carelessness. Such as losing my purse in the MRT to City Hall. But Alhamdulillah, I got it back.

Assingnments are piling up. I finished my PP101 assignment already but I am still stuck with the citation and references for websites. With assignments piling up, my stress level goes up too. What's with trying to finish up my assignments, project works and trying to make my one and only student study is not easy. My moods have been bad. Real bad. And what Khairul said to me that time about myself. Yes,I know. I am an egocentric person. I know that for a very long time. In fact, I feel that I am one of the most egoistic person that I have ever known. Yeah. Contradicting. I know. But seriously, sometimes I feel that I need to lower down my ego. But sometimes, I just can't.

Rite. I dont want to talk about that anymore. I just wanna apologise if this past few weeks I have been really moody. Snapping here and there. It's just that sometimes its a bad timing and also PMS.

P.S U know, I miss u. I am so busy with assignment and you... I don't know. If u read this, I just want to know that I care a lot about you and I'm sorry for what happen for the past few weeks. I wish we can spend more time together. Like we used to.

2008-06-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

Something that I noticed recently since I start schooling. I tend to get tired easily and sometimes my body feels so weak that I just need to sit down or lie down so that I wont fall. I think it's because of the train rides everyday that makes me lethargic by the end of the day.

And one more thing, the train ride to Tanjung Pagar costs a BOMB!!! Seriously, I just topped up $20 last week and today, I saw my ezlink card balance. And it left $5+ only. Haiz.

Right. Ciaoz for now. So sleepy.

2008-06-01T07:05:00.002+08:00

It's time to blog!!!

16th May

Chalet day!!! Farhan did not have school that day because it was the centre's training day so he was at home. Played and talked to him in the morning. Then after zohor prayers, went to fetch my grandmother atBukit Panjang. And before that, took some photos with my cutest nephews in the whole wide world. Then I head to Bukit Panjang. Halfway there, my student called me and asked me to come cos he had corrections to do. At first, I decide not to come cos I have not finished packing my things for the chalet and it will be very rushing but in the end I agreed to him.

I dont know how I managed to reach Afzal's place at exactly 5. But I did. And after teaching him, I rushed home. Pack the leftover stuffs and go for chalet.

Reaching there, found out that I left my glasses and also contact lenses for the days that I'm at the chalet and also left my medicine and supplement at home.

What are u looking at, Farhan?

His eyes are bigger than mine!!

I have a very handsome nephew.

17th May
Second day of chalet. Cannot sleep due to the air-con and also the uncomfortable mattress and I dont have any bolster to hug. Woke up early to go back home to get my contact lenses and head back to chalet.

Then at 1.30 met Syaz at City Hall MRT. Watched P.Ramlee the Musical. So fun. I enjoyed it very much. And what surprised me the most was Liza Hanim's vocals. She had a really great voice. I mean people dont really notice her because she's not that pretty but she has talents. Both singing and acting. Overall a great musical and it's the first time that I watched a musical. Had fun watching it.
After the musical, we cam-whored for a while before heading back.

Hello there. Talk to me.

After the 3-hr long musical.

18th May
Went Wild Wild Wet with my family and cousins. Had great fun there. But went there for a while only because we were bored of the things there because I had been there for several times.
Went home after Maghrib. Home sweet home. I missed my bed, pillows and bolsters the most.

His first encounter with chlorine water.

The elder brother was also afraid of the water and going down the slides.

19th May
JASLINE'S WEDDING.
Reached her house at 8 a.m. Jane fetched me downstairs where we saw Eleanor downstairs. Then went up Jasline's house. She looked so pretty in her bridal gown. Then Eunice came. We didn't know that we were her "sisters".
As it's my first time attending a Chinese wedding, I didnt know what to expect. Joneus went her house. And then we had to ask him questions like, " What is Jasline's favourite song?" and etc. It's to distract the groom and make him difficult to get the bride. But yup he passed the test after many obstacles.
Then went to Joneus house for the ROM thingy and then tea ceremony. There was also Lion Dance. Took photos and then Jasline changed into the traditional chinese costume before heading back to her own house for the tea ceremony again.

With the pretty bride.

Jane and I

The bride and groom.

Then after the tea ceremony. Sab and Sarah came. So talked to them and then we head home together. Not really home lah but Sab and Sarah went to have dinner while me, I met up with Xinyu and Hazwani at Changi Airport. Had our dinner before heading home.
In conclusion, attending Jasline's wedding was something interesting. And I can compare the cultural differences in celebrating a wedding.
Congrats to Jasline :)

21st May
Met Hazwani at Tampines. As usual, Hazwani was late. So we brisk walked to TM to buy the tix for Congkak. Luckily the tix were still available.
Overall, Congkak was good. And, I HATE THE SOUND EFFECTS! It made me scared. And some parts, I was sort of whining till Hazwani say that I sound like I wanted to cry. But seriously, it was not scary. Not like Shutter type of scary. The sound effects made the movie scary.
And other ppl were not like US. You know what I mean? Like US meaning, we cover our eyes with our scarf. Stupid. I know. And as usual, the "ghost" face is black. Like in Jangan Pandang Belakang".

22 May
Graduation ceremony. Just perfectly normal. Get to don the Harry Potter look alike cloak. Hehe. Seriously, wearing it, I feel like I'm in the Harry Potter movie. No embarrasing incidents either. For me, I mean. But for other there were. My dad met quite a number of his friends. Like his friend is my age. This guy from Mechatronics who used to work at Airport also. A lot of surprises actually. Like ppl I know, my dad know their dad. Something like that lah. Actually, that day, didnt take a lot of pics. Like I cant find some ppl. So in the end, just return the attire and then head for lunch at Tamp Int with my parents.
The "Harry Potter" cloak a.k.a attire for graduation ceremony
Syaz and I

Jas and I

Candid shot of us.

Jane, myself and Jasline

My classmates.

My mom

My dad

In the evening, went out with Khai to Bedok and then to Bugis to see Topman/Topshop sale. Nothing that he like in there. Me too. He said that Bugis Street clothes are more appealing than than Topman/Topshop. I agree with him. Ppl like me, who have limited amount of money, cannot buy clothes from Topman/Topshop. But if i have the money, maybe I'll buy one nice dress or top or denim from there.

Oh yah. An encounter with a not so normal lady. I was talking to Khai abt Ya Kun Kaya's bread and how they are a different colour from the normal bread that we eat at home. And suddenly, this lady overheard what we were saying and said some things like " Org melayu memang takde duit punya org." Means, we malays have no money. And she shouted some other stuff. Actually stuff that had nothing to do with Ya Kun Kaya. Whatever. I was so scared that she might attack us. And I think ppl were looking at her and US. I think.
24th May
Went Madrasah Al- Irsyad carnival with Kak Aidah. Watched magic tricks from Imran the famous magician. Then we bought some food from the carnival. Then, head home.

26th May
Start of school! Yes! Report at Learning Capital at 9. Then after doing some admin stuffs, the whole group of us went in search of early lunch. And the 8 of us who are my classmates, walked ard Tanjung Pagar, trying to find nice food. In the end, the group split into two. With the other four finding food and the other four, which was my group, went to Starbucks to chill as we were not hungry.
A sort of get to know session at Starbucks. Getting to know each other's background. Nice ppl. Different backgrounds, different age.
Already on the first day, we had assignment that must be completed by 3rd of July. Haiz. Whatever.
31st May
As the GSS is on,went out with Khai to City Hall to window shop. Why window shop? Because we have no $$. Sad. Surveyed the Crumpler bags at Raffles City. Walked around Marina before heading home.

And Khai, sorry because I'm always late when I'm meeting u. Actually, we shouldnt argue on the phone yest cos my mom was beside me. And my mom's impression of u was not good u know. Anyways, never mind. And next time, try telling me earlier that u want to meet me so I can manage my time before meeting u.

2008-05-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

Will update my rotting blog as soon as i get the pics from my sources. Hehe. Mainly from Jane and Syaz for Jasline's wedding and P.Ramlee the Musical respectively. I'm still waiting for them. Pls send them ASAP if u wanna see me update my blog. Hehe. Thats all for today. Ciaoz.

2008-05-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

Yahoo! I passed my final theory test. Actually, didnt expect to pass it cos I didnt even went for a single trial test that I had booked.

The reasons that I didnt go were:
1. The first trial test: I didnt go cos I was too lazy to go out of the house. So I decided to skip it.
2. Second trial test: Wanted to go for it cos I didnt go for the first one. But due to unforeseen circumstances, I didnt manage to go.

And passing my FTT, means that it's time for me to book my practical lessons!!! Arrghh!!I'm scared of the practical lesson. Scared as in it'll be the first time that I'll be on the wheels!! OMG!! Right! Wish me luck!

Then, met up with Khai for a while after the test before going home. Had to go home cos my mom actually did not grant my permission to meet him tonight due to last minute plans and also it's already nearly 8 pm when I called home. And I'm so sorry bout that. I already told you sey that my mum wont let me. I know it already. So nvm, let's meet up another day instead. Lots of love to u.

2008-05-14T15:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, met Jasline at Bedok Interchange before heading off to Marina to watch What Happen in Vegas.

I think, this is the first time that I'm watched a movie with Jasline. Overall, What Happen in Vegas is a really really great movie. Seriously funny. One of the funniest romantic comedies. And Ashton Kutcher is hot!!!

Then after watching the movie, walked ard Marina for a while before heading to Bugis where Jasline's bf is waiting for us. Then after Bugis, went home.

Today, went to RMG again to get my urine checked. This time I was consulted by Dr. Wong who is a much better doctor than the previous doctor because he explained to me what is wrong with my urine. After haing my urine tested with the dip stick( I think), he said my urine is much better and I still need to send my urine to be cultured to the lab for a detailed report of it and I have to pay for the lab test. And it costs me $42!!! Haiz. I hope, this time there will be nothing wrong with my urine and then RMG can send them to my company.

And. Yay!!! Having chalet on the weekend. Can't wait!

2008-05-06T15:48:00.000+08:00

While he's having field camp(is this rite?i think so)at Tekong for God knows how long, I remember something that he said to me at the movie theatre.

We were watching the trail of Sex & The City and there was this scene where the main lead asked a lady this," Why did u move to New York?" and the lady answered," To fall in love."

And then he turned to me and asked,"Why did u move to Bedok Reservoir?"(btw, I have been living at Bedok Reservoir since I was born)
And I answered him," To fall in love."

Wakakakaka. Was that supposed to be lame or funny? I guess its both. Whatever. Just decided to put these thoughts here cos I miss him.

"Kau lah hidupku lengkapi diriku, oh sayangku kau begitu sempurna"

2008-05-04T19:28:00.000+08:00

This time my pms cramps were real bad. I cant even stand up and walk ard and I had to lie down on my bed. And whenever I tried to sleep, I was waken up by my mom or dad to take care of the little one. Haiz...I hate PMS!

On another note, I took the graduation attire on Wednesday with Haz. Actually, the graduation attire is not that bad but then, I still think that it's quite ugly. I think that they should make the attire nicer?Hmm...nvm.

Then on Thursday, accompanied Jas to take her grad attire. Went to meet Syaz and went home after that.

To Syaz,
I'm so sorry cos I cant make it to Ashraf's bdae. Hope u understand that cos it's not always that I can meet _____. So sorry.

Went to watch Harold and Kumar at Vivo City. It was funny. Real funny.Heehee. Had an enjoyable day with him. And he said that we're not meeting each other till the next 2 wks. Rite. I understand. Really.

"Cinta adalah anugerah untuk kita. Dan awak adalah anugerah untuk saya."

I'llmissu. AndI'mmissingu.

2008-04-23T10:56:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since i blogged. So I'll blog the important events only.

Pictures when i went out with Khai on the 25th March 2008.

Then Syaz and I went to Singapore Post and also Changi Airport where we ate at Secret Recipe.WEEEEE!!!

On the 13th of April, went to celebrate Jian Jin's b'dae at Joy's house. And on that day, I fell and sprained my ankle. Haahaa. I feel so studip for running at Joy's condo and fell in front of Xinyu and the security guards there. And at first, I thought that my ankle was ok. But then on the way home, my ankle hurts when I tried to walk.

So when i reach home, I put asam on my ankle and foot. And on Monday, it really hurt to walk. It's like even walking ard the house hurts. And even now, it hurts a little when I go down staircases.

School started on Monday. I mean not for me but for TP-ians. As I am officially a graduate and I miss school. Haiz. I really miss school. I miss hanging out in the library, eating the fish soup with rice at ITAS air-conditioned food court, eating Breadboard's nugget and western food, eating Breadboard's fried Maggi Mee, walking ard engine concourse, waiting for the gang at Mushroom, waiting for the bus at the bustop, lecture theaters, tutorial class and etc. I miss everything.

Yeah. Thats all that I want to blog about. Next time then.

2008-04-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

Today I was supposed to sign the contract for my apprenticeship programme. So I woke up early just to go the Changi Business Park. Once I reach the company which is Knowledge Universe, I found out that they have changed the day to sign the contract. And I was like so damn stupid lah! Cos the person who was supposed to call me didnt even call me. She did not even call me at night or early in the morning. I mean seriously, I wasted my MRT fare just to go there and realised that they have changed the day without telling me! Haiz. How can that be sia?And I felt so dumb and stupid cos I'm the only one not knowing that it was postponed!

So after knowing that it was postponed, I went to meet Khai at Bedok Interchange to have lunch with him before he went for Friday prayers. After the Friday prayers, we went to Tampines Interchange cos I need to teach tuition at 3. And it was his turn to wait for me to teach tuition before we decided to watch a movie.

And yup. I went to buy the bucket bag that I always wanted. Hehe. Then we were like deciding whether or not to watch a movie. We decided to narrow down on our choices to 2 movies. Horton or Shutter cos of their timings. And we decided to watch Shutter despite the fact that both of us have a fear of watching horror movies.

And u know what? Because I have watched the Thailand version of Shutter, so I sort of know the how the story will go like. And another mistake that I made was that, I told Khai abt the Thailand version. So he quite know what to expect from the movie.

I guess the movie was so-so. Cos I can expect what will happen and when the suspense and scary parts will come in. But still, during the first part of the movie, I was so scared that I sort of slapped his face making his glasses drop or hit him or something like that?

But still, I was afraid of watching horror movies and still will. I will only watch horror movies if someone accompany me. Cos I am afraid. Seriously, if u have watched Thailand's Shutter, don't watch the Hollywood's Shutter cos Thailand's Shutter is way better than Hollywood. But if u still want to have the thrill of closing ur eyes or laughing in the cinema because of some scenes that u thought will be scary but actually it was nothing or u are laughing out of the foolishness of oneself then go ahead. Overall, I'll give it 3 stars?

2008-03-28T15:07:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, 25 th March

Went out with Khai. Initially we wanted to go to Singapore Botanic Gardens. But when we think about it, we changed our minds.

As usual, I met him at Bedok Interchange. And as usual, I was late again.

So from Bedok Interchange, we decide where to go. So we went to Suntec City.

Then we went to the rooftop of Esplanade. The night view is really nice. But the pictures that we took turned out to be...Ahem...not so nice.

But we had a good talk anyway. And most importantly, everytime I meet Khai, I will enjoy every moment of it.

Thursday, 27th March

Woke up at 7 a.m just to go cycling with Xinyu and Sze Rui at East Coast Park. And I was the last to reach. Initially we were supposed to reach at Parkway Parade bustop at 8.30 but in the end i was half an hour late. I think I got the lateness disease from Haz...Wakakaka.

We cycled for 1 +hrs and also in search of The Playground which used to be Big Splash. But our search were futile as we went the wrong direction. Haha. In the end we were dead tired from cycling and ended up returning our rented bicycles before the 2 hrs was over.

In the end, we decided to ask the uncle at the bicycle rental shop where is The Playground located.

Then something happen to me. The stupid flies came and swarm over me!!!!Damn it sia!!! I dont know why. I am not that smelly. Maybe its because of my perfume?? I dont know but it kept swarming over me and I was making a big fuss of it cos Xinyu and Sze Rui do not want to get near me!!! I was so pissed off with the flies.

And I became paranoid after that. So then we walked near the coast and we saw crab holes. Wakaka. And we did dig that hole in search of crabs but in the end, we closed up the holes.

The walk to The Playground was a very long one. And at last, we reached the place and had our lunch there before meeting Hazwani for our bitching session. Heehee

Monday, 31 March

Met Khai at Bedok supposedly at 1.15. But as you all and Khai know. I was late again. I think I need to change that attitude. And then we had lunch at Banquet before heading for Marina Square to meet the other couple...Hazwani and Zack. Heehee.

It was our first experience of double dating. Quite fun. The first activity that we did was bowling. As you all know or may not know, I sucked at bowling because I've only bowled once in my lifetime and yesterday was my second time.

I was laughed at. But nvm. It's a learning experience for me. And as for Khai saying that he was not really good at bowling was actually an understatement. He's not bad. I am worst of the worst ok. Both men were good whereas we ladies were hmm...sad to say, not so good at bowling.

Then after bowling at Marina Square, we headed for The Minds Cafe at Prinsep Street to play board and card games. Had lots and lots of fun also. Played the Jenga Truth or Dare game where Khai tried to sabo Hazwani. Heehee. That was funny.

And then, we played this animal sounds game which was really fun with lots of laughters from the four of us. Then we played another game before heading home.

Overall, double dating was fun and Khai and I are the happening couple there. Shall we go for another double date??

Today

Something happen today. Having mixed feelings bout that event. Scared, angry, pissed off, confused. I dont want my loved ones to get hurt because of this thing. All of them are innocent. I wish things will get better eventually and i hope that this problem will end in a good note without hurting the people around me.

And I got into the Apprenticeship programme for the Diploma in Pre-school Teaching at Learning Capital!!! Woohoo!!! I am sooo happy!!! Alhamdullilah. Allah has granted my wishes.

2008-03-24T17:01:00.000+08:00

Good Friday

Went to Singapore Expo with my cousin and grandma. There were a few halls that held the exhibitions. Like Mother and Baby, Furniture Fair, Book Fair and lastly, Halal Food, Wedding Gallery and Indonesia Fair.

We went to the Halal Food Fair and...there were sooo many ppl there. We tried to find a place to have our lunch but it was occupied. So we went to walk ard there and we saw the nicest pelamin that we've ever seen. And the biggest. And my cousin tried to take a photo of it but failed.Heeehee.

Then, we went for lunch when there was a table available for us. Had a nice lunch. Then we head to Simei cos my grandma wanted to buy her supplement. And so we head home after that.

Saturday *Special Post* requested by someone

Went "jogging" with Khai at Bedok Reservoir that morning. Ok,fine. I didnt practically jog. But he did, while waiting for me. Cos he reached there early while I'm still at home, so he jog first. So I waited for him till he reach the place that I was supposed to meet him.

Then we continue to walk ard the reservoir before he say "Let's jog." . So we starting jogging. And because I have not been jogging for a while, I cant jog that long. So at one point of time, I feel like I was fainting. We had to stop cos I cannot go further as I'm afraid that I will faint. And he forced me not to stop.

Then we continue to walk ard the reservoir. After the whole walking session. We played the see saw at the park. Woohoo. That was fun. Real fun sey.

Next time we play the swing k. Hehe.

2008-03-19T21:42:00.001+08:00

On Monday, we went to The Minds Cafe at Prinsep Street there to hang out. Played lots and lots of games and had lots and lots of fun together. Though it was only the 2 of us, we had fun. But I think if we were to go in a group, it will be much better cos it will be more fun. Some of the games that we played: Jenga Truth or Dare, Ugly Doll, Chutes and Ladders, Some kind of a memory game that invovles chicken. I was sooo exhausted by the time we played the last game.Some pics below for u to enjoy!

2008-03-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

My utmost apologies to someone. Cos I made him wait for hours. I AM SOOOO SORRY, I didnt mean for u to wait for sooo long. I'm so sorry. And btw, I'm not sure whether u are angry with me. But anyways...I'm sooo sorry.

And, actually. I feel sad cos today's date was very short.

Reasons:
1. Because I was late due to unforeseen circumstances.
2. He had to go home cos he forgot that he had to book in tonight.

And I was actually a bit touched that u waited for me for 2 hrs ++ at Pasir Ris. I feel so bad. I'm so sorry. I try not to be late again!!!

After meeting him, went to my sister's chalet and ate the BBQ food that was prepared. Then went home at 9 cos my mom wanted to watch her TV show...

Tml...what shall I do? Should I go to the chalet and hang out or...should I just stay at home and watch MY GIRL DVD? Hmm...let me think...

2008-03-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

Updates

21 February

Went to school to study then met up with Khai at 6 p.m at Pasir Ris to buy his Stitch. Then, went to take MRT to Bugis cos he want to find a new shirt? Then before heading home(me), we took photos with Stitch. Hehe.

24 February

Mugged at Bedok Reservoir McDonalds where I met quite a few people that I know. Actually, we talked more than we mugged but nonetheless, it was the last time that we study(me and rui). So we mnaged to make it meaningful?Hmm...

Syaz and I on the way to McDs

Candid photo of her laughing?

Me...studying

See all the books and calculators?
We are really hardworking...hehehe

Gotcha!

26th February

This day was so-called our last day of mugging in school. So we mugged till ard 8 and then left school. I realised that I will miss TP very much. And I really love TP night scenery.

Will miss those mugging times...

Rui and I mugging de-stressing after a hard day mugging

I looked horrible in this photo
but what I want to point out is
that RUI! U were caught in the
act taking photo!

29th February

So-called my last day in school cos it was my last paper. Walked to library to borrow 2 books before heading home. Felt quite sad leaving TP cos this is where I studied for 3 years and the good memories will stay forever. I really will miss TP very very much. This is where I grow up to become what I am now. Haiz =(

1 March

Went to meet my cousin at Suntec City at 1.30. Had our lunch at McDonalds. Shortly, Hazwani joined us and then Xinyu. After lunch, the 4 of us head for the Career and Education Fair at Suntec Convention Hall 6. I was interested in the Diploma in Pre-School Teaching and registered for the programme. Then walked around there till around 5 +. MY cousin head home while Hazwani, Xinyu and I went to take the MRT to Changi Airport. And the embarassing thing was that we decided to take the MRT to Raffles Place and then change to the East side. But we made a mistake. When we reached Raffles Place MRT, we just cross over without thinking. Cos we thought the position of the MRT is just like City Hall but no...we have to take the escalator up. So we ended up taking the MRT to Tanjong Pagar and we were laughing out loud inside the carriage.

Went to Changi Airport Terminal 3 cos Hazwani had never been there before. Whereas Xinyu and I had been there. But now, T3 is much nicer cos during the time that I went, all shops were not open and now, its nicer.

Then ard 7+ GZ came. Then Hazwani was supposed to go out on a date with a guy. So both of my friends had dates on that day except me. So poor me head home to have dinner with my mom. Its OK. I still enjoy myself that day.

3 March

Was supposed to go cycling with Syazana and Rui. But the plan was cancelled cos it was raining. Instead I met up with Syaz to walk around Parkway Parade. Then we head home at 2 cos she had to fetch her cousin from school.

5th March

Watched the movie. Leap years. I feel that this is a really great local production. Cos it made me cry while watching the movie. And with the quite unexpected ending, I feel that this is a really great movie and everyone should catch it. Really. It's one of the nicest love story ever. It's even nicer than P.S I LOVE YOU. Its nicer than that. Though P.S I LOVE YOU is very sweet but LEAP YEARS is something. Though some people think that the quality of the movie is not the best but the content is there. And the most important thing is that the main lead actor is hot and handsome.hehe. And I won the bet!!!Woohoo!!!

7th March

Went for interview at East Coast Primary School for the position of Student Care Centre Teacher. What I can say abt the interview is that. IT SUCKS!!! Seriously. I find that the environment of the student care centre is not conducive at all. And...the principal of the Student Care Centre kinda...Um.I dont think I shouls mention it here. And big thanks to Syaz for accompanying me for the interview and advised me something.

8th March

Went out with my mom to CDC to register my FTT. Then head to Simei. Went East Point to buy her supplement and then had lunch with mom and then home.

10th March

Happy 6th Birthday to my nephew!!!FARHAN!!!May ALLAH bless you and be a good boy kz. Actually, I had to meet Rui at 8.30 am but then she was unwell so we cancelled it and met her and the others at 2 instead. Went her house and play with her nephew who is very cute but he seems to be afraid of us whenever we hold him. Hmm...but nonetheless, had fun there.

12th March

Decided to update this rotting blog of mine. And decided to do something useful before I rot at home. Haiz...finding a job proved to be difficult. And the worst thing is that I hate INTEVIEWS!!! Cos...I feel so fake when answering the questions. And I have another interview on Thursday for Learning Capital. I really hope I get into this Apprenticeship Programme for the Diploma in Pre-School Teaching. I hope that they will ask me questions that I can answer. Trying to find out as much as I can about pre-school education and also Learning Vision. Haiz...hope I get this thing. Cos I feel NIE wont ever reply me. DAMN!! And I'm nervous!!!

2008-02-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

Actually...I'm supposed to mug for exams...but...I dont know why I get so distracted by things inside my room. In other words, my lappy.

So now, I want to blog an entry.

Last Friday was my CCOM interview which sucks big time!

DAMN! I didnt know why I cried right after the stupid fake job interview. I went up to Sab and then stood there. She looked at me and then she say " Dont cry. U look like u want to cry." And a tear was shed. Like stupid sia. The boys at the other side was looking, I think. And Sab can still talk to me so loudly. And I was crying in front of my coursemates that I dont really know except for SAB cos I've known her for like 3 years but we are not that close anyway. So i cried. BECAUSE I WAS PMSING KZ...PMS make me cry like a baby!!! STUPID!!I HATE PMS!!!

Then went off to Yakult factory at 1. Actually, the trip was ok. Not that interesting but had fun with Jasline. Then I was actually having a slight fever. So didnt go and teach tuition. Went home instead to rest. Slept for a few hours after taking medicine.

Saturday...

Actually was having a slight fever again. Went to eat medicine before heading to the maket with mom. At some point of time, I feel like my legs were going to give way. Like I'm going to collapse anytime.

Then head home, eat medicine again before heading out to meet Khai at Bedok Int. He waited for so long. DAMN. I'm so sorry. Cos I took a long time to get ready to go out. Ate at Banquet. Actually I had no appetite to eat but ate anyway.

He wanted to watch Step Up 2 but then it's not available till 13 March which is a long way to go.

Head for Pasir Ris after lunch to see the STITCH that he wants. Its damn cute man!!!

Then from Pasir Ris went to Orchard to walk ard. Actually, I had fun walking ard with him there. But at some point of time, I feel that feeling again. The feeling that I'm going to collapse anytime. I think its because I'm not well. NVM.

Our candid photos. Nice.

I want to study now.

Missing u sooo much.

2008-02-12T12:34:00.000+08:00

7 th february- 1st day of CNY

Do projects the whole day. Ok not exactly the whole day. I tidied up my room in the morning and then do projects till at nite. I never even watch any tv show cos i find that all the shows are either not good or i've watched them before. Actually was supposed to teach tuition but I didnt cos my student going out.

8th february- 2nd day of CNY

Syaz came at 12 to use wireless. Then I went for tuition at 4 at Firdaus house. Then went home to do projects AGAIN! didnt have the mood to watch tv cos there are still too many projects due.

9 th february- Saturday

Teach tuition at Afzal's. Had a good talk with him bout ghostly encounters. I know im supposed to teach him but yah, he's too talkative. Then went back home. Do projects AGAIN! I have been doing projects for days but it looks like the i cant even finish them after spending hours and hours in front of my laptop. So I decided to talk a break from projects and play game instead!!! I played turbo subs. And i'm addicted to it and I feel like buying the game if it's available in Spore.

10th february- Sunday

Was supposed to have a gathering today but then it was cancelled cos of some reason. Then watched a movie with Hazwani. 27 Dresses. Nice nice movie. Then head to Tampines cos Hazwani had project meeting and then I wander around at Tampines Mall and Century Square AGAIN. Trying to hunt for a STITCH soft toy. In which I find that only selected shops have it. Like Kiddy Palace. But luckily I didnt but the lying down STITCH cos that someone say it's weird BUT i find that the lying down STITCH is much cuter than the one at this shopat Tampines Mall. NVM....Then after that, head down to Bedok to eat with my family. We ate at Segar Restaurant. Nice food, very cold air-conditioning, happy family, not so perfect life.

2008-02-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year's Eve

I had no school yesterday. Actually I was supposed to meet up with Jasline to register for the Yakult Factory visit next week. Then Jasline called at ard 10+ saying that we no need to register, the person in-charge will give her the form on Monday but then she say we still need to meet up cos we have yet to do the peer evaluation for A/C class.

So when I reached school, found out that Jas still haven't reach yet. Decided to check out I-Zone at Engineering Hall 1. And it was CLOSED! So had to go to library to do the peer evaluation. Then called Jas and found out that she'll be late. So I did her peer evaluation for her and then rushed to teach tuition at Safra there.

After tuition, meet up with Khai at Bedok Interchange. Ate at LJS. And he wanted to watch CJ7. So then we took the MRT to Orchard. There was a huge crowd there! Damn

Then checked out the timings for CJ7 and found out that Shaw Lido had no early timing. Checked out the timing for other Shaw branches and found out that Bugis had an early one which was at 4.50 pm. So we rushed to Bugis and caught the movie.

My first time watching movie at Shaw Bugis Junction. The seats were comfortable but the disadvantage was that when I sat down, I have to sit up straight cos the seats are way too high and because of my height, I can't see the screen properly.

CJ7. A good movie. With lots of laughters and lessons that can be learnt from it. Should go and watch it. And CJ7 is sooooo cute. Kawaii.

Then we head back to Bedok. Found out that Banquet is closed. Hmmm...then accompany him eat at Mcdonalds there. Talked about lots and lots of stuffs and then accompany him wait for bus 9 cos he had to book in yesterday.

I really had a great time yesterday. Seriously.=)

CJ7

2008-01-27T15:48:00.000+08:00

Updates

Tuesday

Had A/c Chpt 5 & 6 quiz in which our whole group dont even know how to do cos we do not know the material well.

After a/c lesson went out with Khai to Bugis. Ate at this place that I've never eaten before. Then walk ard then go home.

Wednesday

Did space planning project after my lecture. Didnt manage to finish it cos all of us have something on after 4. Like Hui Ting have work, Jas have CDS and as for me, I have to teach tuition.

Thursday

Was trying to rush to do the space planning project cos Mdm Boey wants to see our bubble diagram. Still cannot finish them cos we have things to do after school. And still have to rush for the Fire project. I stayed in school until 8 pm to edit the AutoCAD drawings. Luckily Hazwani accompanied me at the lab. Oh yah. Went to Bedok South Sec for the JAE. Hmm...overall at that school no dramatic reaction after the results were out. Sadly...

Friday

Actually was supposed to go out with Syaz to Sim Lim to find the laptop protector. But the planned was cancelled cos I have not completed the fire project. Then at 4 I went off for tuition. So damn tired that when I was teaching my 2nd student, I nearly fell asleep. LOL.

Saturday

A ctually I dont know what to do abt this situation. The reason I kept quiet and give in was because I felt confused. I dont want to take sides and thats the reason I kept quiet. COS I dont want to be invovlved in this argument.

And I felt sick and tired of the arguments. Both of u cannot even see each other. I dont know why. But cant both of u just forget abt the past and start anew? Is it so difficult?

And its always Haz and I that get involve in this. Its tiring. And Im sorry that I dragged all of u to City Hall.

2008-01-19T10:02:00.000+08:00

Back to blog!!!

Monday

School as usual.Had chocolate cravings so went to buy M&Ms. Went home and bought chocolate biscuit cos I just feel like eating chocolate-y foods.

Tuesday

School again. Had Air-Con lesson where the group of us didnt even listen to our group member who was supposed to teach us the topic. Dont really understand the topic. Sianz...And to satisfy my chocolate cravings, I bought cakes from the Royals...So nice...but fattening. And whatever who cares.

Wednesday

My chocolate craving was satisfied when I ate the donuts that my sis bought the day before. I think I ate 3 of them. And I feel fat! Damn!

Had 2 tuitions. One is a new tuition assignment. Taught Afzal's classmate. And Afzal warned me that his classmate is very naughty and Afzal's mom also warned me of this boy. And furthermore, my student keep saying bad things about his classmate that I feel like backing out from teaching the new boy tuition. LOL. And Afzal asked me to be more strict to him and his mom asked me to scold the boy and her son if they are naughty. Wahahaha

So after teaching my student, I went to the boy's home. The name's Firdaus. When I reached his house and I looked at Firdaus...So cute...so fat and chubby and he dont look like a primary 4 student. He looked like a pri 2 student. And he dont look like a naughty kid.

I guess looks can be deceiving huh?So I try to act like I'm fierce in which I think that I'm not. And its tiring to act fierce. So the kid was ok but he started to show that his naughtiness towards the end of one and a half hour of lesson. I guess from the next lesson onwards I cannot give him face.

Thursday

Had Space Planning in the morning where we were given our project.Then had an hour break before my Air Con lesson. Went to the bookshop to buy some stuff and for me a Kit Kat. Yes, again I am eating chocolate. Wahahaha.

Air Con lesson was great. Jasline crashed the tutorial and Hui Ting joined my group as her group was short of ppl so nobody in her group taught topic 7. Had great fun laughing and crapping. Furthermore with someone who likes to crap a lot like Fayyadh makes the group a noisy bunch.

Then after school met Khai and walked ard Tamp. Cos the time that we meet was very short, we cannot go to places like Bugis or somewhere further. Ate dinner at Qi Ji and continue to walk ard and sat outside TM talking.

Friday

Napfa day!!!! Wahahaha

Space Planning lesson started at 9 but I reached school at 9.30 cos of the bus!!!Stupid 69 was so full and so little that a lot of TP students were stuck at opposite the condo bustop.

Then after space planning went to meet Syaz to configure the wireless for her laptop. Then went to Tamp Int to put concession for my card. Went back home to take some stuffs. And then rushed back to school to have lunch with Xinyu and her friends. After lunch followed her to the library and Hazwani came and followed her to cheers to buy Pokka tea. Then I had to rush to LT 40 for the Career Seminar.

Then after the Career Seminar, had to rush to Sports Complex for NAPFA.

The stupid NAPFA. I failed a lot of stations. I only passed my sit and reach and sit-up. And surprisingly, I can jog nearly 3/4 of my 2.4 km run even though I failed by 1+ mins. Yeay.

And thanks to Syaz for lending me her shoes.

So after NAPFA met Khai again. Cos he cannot go out with me on Saturday so met him on Friday and ate KFC.

The funny thing is that, I just burned my fats and I ate KFC after that. NVM. Can exercise again. And I think I should continue to jog. Cos I feel great.

Saturday
My whole body is aching because of NAPFA. I didnt even sleep well last nite. Damn. Got lots of things to do. Sian...

2008-01-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

i FEEL SO SAD AND HURT BY MY PARENTS WORDS!

HAD DINNER WITH THEM AND SAID TO THEM THAT I HAVE FLEAMARKET TML. AND THEY SAY," FLEAMARKET AGAIN? WHO'S PAYING THE RENT? THAT TIME YOUR FLEAMARKET DIDNT EEN GET ANY PROFITS. FOR WHAT U DO IT AGAIN?"

WHY THE HELL DID THEY SAY THOSE WORDS!$^&%*&^*(&(*I FEEL SO HURT BY THOSE WORDS! WHY CANT THEY JUST GIVE ME THEIR SUPPORT? FOR JUST ONCE. IT WILL BE ENOUGH. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO SAY AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN UNTIL IT FEELS LIKE THEY HAD STABBED ME IN THE HEART AND KEEP STABBING IT TILL IT BLEEDS? WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT? WHY THEY CANT BE LIKE NORMAL PARENTS? AND WHEN I REACTED BY SHOWING MY ANGER, THEY CAN STILL SAY WHY I HAVE MOOD SWINGS AND ATTITUDE TOWARDS THEM. WANNA KNOW WHY I ATTITUDE TOWARDS THEM? ITS BECAUSE OF THE THINGS THAT THEY SAY?

HAVE THEY EVER THINK ABOUT HOW I FEEL WHEN THEY SAID THAT? HAVE THEY EVER? THEY ONLY WANT TO THINK WHAT'S BEST FOR ME. I KNOW, THEY ARE CONCERN ABOUT MY WELL-BEING BUT THEY DONT HAVE TO DO THAT TO A CERTAIN EXTEND THAT I FEEL REALLY HURT. I DONT KNOW WHAT THEY WANT FROM ME. I HAVE REALLY DONE MY BEST IN MY STUDIES. I'VE MADE THEM PROUD. THE ONLY THING THAT I ASK FROM THEM IS JUST TO SUPPORT ME IN WHATEVER THAT I AM DOING NOW AND ALSO AFTER I GRADUATE.

I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD DAUGHTER. NEVER REBELLIOUS. ALWAYS LISTEN TO WHAT THEY SAY. SELDOM TALK BACK TO THEM. HAIZ...

NOW I HAVE NO MOOD FOR THE FLEAMARKET TML. ALL BECAUSE OF THEM. =(

2008-01-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

Monday

School as usual. Morning lesson so damn boring because of the lecturer.

Tuesday

I didn't attend my APEL lesson cos I woke up late. Then had lunch with Khai at KFC. Then Air- Con test was OKAY except for ques 2 in which I cant do.

Wednesday

Actually, I was supposed to go for BMSS lecture at 11 but then I didnt go cos I have to print the FMF project that was due at 12p.m. As all the free access lab was occupied by classes, I decided to go to I-Zone to print BUT the stupid computers that have printers connected to it will not let me log in. So I have to wait for a vacant comp then I can print. And because of that I ended up missing a lecture!

After handing up the project, went to meet Hazwani. Went TM and we decide to catch a movie. Watched National Treasure. Nice movie really nice. With the puzzles, adventure, comedy and heart-stopping action all in one movie. There was never a dull scene or a scene that u think will make the movie too draggy.

After the movie, I had to go for tuition. It was refreshing to see my student again. Though he can be a pain in the neck at times. =)

After tuition, I hang around TM to wait for Syaz to finish her CDS. Bought perfume and a dress. COs ISETAN got sale and a nice dress was on sale so I bought it.

Actually, I'm not supposed to spend. But whatever. I love to shop and I love to good bargains. Rushed back home to take my IC for my BTT. Then rushed to CDC there. And I passed my BTT! Woohoo!

Thursday

TP Open House starts today!! Jane, Jasline and me were given LOA to attend the IBT booth. A new experience for me as for the past 2 years that I am in TP, I have been an I-Guide. So my experience for this yr is different as I have to stay at the booth and tell visitors more about my course. In which I think I did a bad job cos I dont really know what my course is about. Okay. Actually I know what my course is about but the thing is, its difficult to explain it to the visitors.

Now so tired. Go home still have to take care of my nephew cos my mom's sick and my dad's sleeping, and my sis not home yet. SO now I'm so damn tired lah!

Tml still have OPen House and Saturday is Fleamarket. Haiz...this week is hectic. And I'm graduating soon! I'm feeling sad bout it.=(

2008-01-03T16:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, after school went out with Khai to Plaza Singapura. And I want to say thank you to him for giving me a lot of ideas for my business. If I have the time, I will really use the ideas. Seriously.

And I feel very lethargic. Dont know why. I feel very very sleepy. And I still have to do lots and lots of things. And somemore next week is the fleamarket. I feel very overwhelmed by all the things now. Like business. Feeling quite stressed out cos I have so many thing not completed. I hope that I can get the items completed by this weekend.

Tired. Weary. Lethargic. Exhausted. Sleepy.

2008-01-02T13:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!!

I know its alittle late but nvm.

Monday was the New Year's Eve. Had a half day. Actually more of only 1 hour of lesson. Then when I was walking at concourse level, accidentally bumped into Hazwani and Zakiah. So then I decided to crash their lecture and I was a distraction to them because I keep talking. LOL.

Then after school, Hazwani and I went to Geylang Serai market there to have our lunch and we met with a not so normal lady who talked to us. And we just nod our heads and felt a little bit uncomfortable. Xinyu came and had her lunch and then we head to her house to hang around.

Went there, talked a lot, laughed a lot. And I got a scolding from my mom cos I want to go and watch the fireworks with them! Haiz...they can go watch and I can't. It's so unfair!

But nvm. Then for dinner, we went to the hawker centre near Xinyu's house and ate satay. I practically blurted out a lot of feelings. About my parents not supporting me in becoming a teacher and setting up a business. But I had a really great time though I didnt get to go and see the fireworks. =(

Yesterday was a boring day. Actually, I thought of doing my BCM project but ended up not doing it cos it's practically a holiday so I have no mood to do my project.

Slack around and now I'm in school...BORING! I'm supposed to do project but I have no mood again! Have to start doing it then.

2007-12-30T11:22:00.000+08:00

I'm angry. Because of someone. I dont think I need to mention the name. To that person, read this and understand. Friends remember your birthday and wants to celebrate this happy day with u but u keep saying no need...while here I am trying to negotiate with u to celebrate ur b'dae. Planning ur bdae and u keep saying no need to celebrate. And then saying a lot of excuses so that ur friends no need to celebrate ur b'dae. And btw, celebrating ur b'dae and planning for ur b'dae is no big deal because we are friends and we had been celebrating ur b'dae for the past two or three years. And the suddenly this yr u dont want us to celebrate ur b'dae. Even after I asked u again to make tml free u still say u are not free when in fact before this u are. So its FINE with all of us not celebrating ur b'dae because its your b'dae. Don't u ever think that we actually remember u as our friend and thats why we want to celebrate ur bdae. So that u will remember that u still have friends that still care bout u and still want to spend our time celebrating it. Yes...I know all of us are busy and not only YOU! Cant we even negotiate a day to celebrate it? Apparently u can't even find a day or spare a few hrs for us to celebrate ur bdae. So let it be. U are pushing my limits. So fine, no b'dae celebration. Nothing. So that leave me very very free for tml.

And I realise something. Ppl keep pushing me to my limits because they thought that I will never be angry with them because I am always patient with them and I am rarely angry. SO STOP PUSHING ME TO MY LIMITS COS WHEN I AM ANGRY ALL OF U WONT LIKE IT!!!! SO THINK BEFORE PUSHING ME TO MY LIMITS. I MAY NOT ALWAYS BE ANGRY BUT I HAVE MY LIMITS. AND THIS IS MY LIMIT TO THIS THING.

Enough of my rantings. Had a great day yest with Syazana. Went to Clarke Quay to buy beads for my fleamarket. Then we went ard CENTRAL there. and we saw this thing which is called GX 5 Swing. Not sure if its a new ride. So we watched it for a while to see what the ride is all about.

And we found out that this ride is only like this. Meaning the ride will stay at the top there for a few minutes. I thought it will swing or what. But the ride is only like that. Disappointing.

Then we cam-whored. Muahahahaha.

Syazana and I

Me...and tourists(background)

Pose no 1 at Raffles Place Mrt

Pose no 2

And the 3rd pose. I like this pic.

And tml, school reopens. Sad man. Havent do my BCMGT assignment yet. Must do it tml before the library closes at 1. Nvm. And doing project later at YISHUN. Damn far.

2007-12-28T19:47:00.000+08:00

I'm back blogging!!!!

Had a really nice surprise yest...Wanna know what is it? Hehe...Somebody whose name is Khai, sang a song that he wrote himself for me. I was touched by this as never in my life somebody wrote a song for me. Maybe a poem but not a song. Frankly, I am touched and the song's really nice(khai, this compliment is really from the bottom of my heart tau...). Though I cant remember the lyrics(sorry, can sing for me again? maybe I should record it? If u dont mind). And Khai, thank u sooooooo much for writing that song...sampai u tak tido eh...thank u sooo much.

So today, went to school for Revit lesson. And only 5 ppl turned up? What happened to the rest???? Haiz...then left the class at 12+ to go for my Trial Basic Theory Test at CDC. Hmmm...the trial test was ok. A funny incident happened when this guy sitting beside me asking me how to proceed after the first paper that we had done and then me looking blur and saying that I dont know and ended up this gal sitting one sit away from me telling me how to proceed. And then both of us(me and the guy) clicked on the end test and then found out that both of us had failed the test and we both just "LOL".

But then I passed the rest!!! =)=)=). Hope that I can do well for the actual BTT.

Then after the test, went Bdk Int. Went to the lib. And I dont know why I was acting so strangely when I was there. Like I am a retarded freak!!! Seriously. Maybe its because I was stressed out by the TBTT? Or was it because I was having a slight headache. Nvm...then Khai came and then we went to eat dessert at the hawker center there before proceeding to Tampines to walk ard. And I thought of buying that shoe from Mondo. Should I buy or should I not?

Then otw home, he sang me that song again which I just remember has no title. Nvm. (Can sing again for me? I want to record it. Pls ;))Then reached home. Still having a little headache and sore throat(maybe from the fries and ice-kachang and keropok and lempeyek?)

Tml going out again!!!! Gals day out!!! Can't wait. I want to buy more beads!!! And FLEAMARKET ON 12 JAN AT *SCAPE YOUTH PARK. Be there k...I have new collections of earrings, bracelets and maybe brooch...Blog again soon.

P.S And btw, Khai. I said 'asked' and not 'forced'. Both have different meanings u know.

2007-12-24T21:14:00.000+08:00

1. Do the following without complains2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.

Favourites
Colour: Green, Pink, Purple, Blue, White
Food: Chicken Rice and mom's cooking
Song: Maroon 5, Taufik Batisah, Jacklyn Victor, Rossa and Siti Nurhaliza
Movie: comedy, romantic comedy, cartoon
Sport:Cycling
Day of the week: Friday
Seasons: Rainy season
Ice cream: chocolate

Currents
Mood: Happy, confused
Taste: Sweet
Clothes: Dress, jeans and t-shirt
Desktop: Compaq
Toenail: Short
Time: 9.26pm
Surrounding: TV sounds
Annoyances: ....
Thoughts: ehem...

First
Best Friends: Syazana
Crush: Can I keep it a secret?
Movie: I can't remember.
Lie: Not sure.
Music: Songs from radio station 94.2

Lasts
Cigarette: Don't smoke
Drink(alcohol): Never
Car Ride: Yesterday
Phone Call: Syazana
CD Played: None

Have you ever
Dated your bestfriend: Nope
Broken the Law: Dont think so. Broken the rules maybe.
Arrested: Of course NOT!
Skinny-Dipped: NO!
Been on Tv: As if
Kissed Someone you dont know: Nope

5 things you are wearing: Pants, shirt, bracelet,hair band, necklace
4 things you're done today: go to school, do project, meet Syaz, go shopping, watch my favorite TV show
3 things you can hear right now: Living room TV, my room TV and me typing.
1 thing you do when you bored: watch TV

2007-12-21T19:16:00.000+08:00

I'm here to blog again!!! Hmm...actually today I'm supposed to go out with the Jas,Jane and a few others to ESCAPE. But then,my dad nagged at me for going out nearly everyday so I decided not to go out and help my mom out. She's cooking for my neighbour's early Christmas Party.

And actually I'm blogging for another reason too. That someone asked me to blog lah. Wahahahaha. On Wednesday, went out with.... Khai to East Coast Park. When we reached Marine Parade there, there were grey clouds and then it started to rain, so we walked ard Parkway Parade first to wait for the rain to stop. Then we head for ECP to walk ard and sit by the beach. Took pics...but I'm not uploading them here.Then when we were there, it started to rain again. So we had to find shelter at McDs. Then we head home. Seriously, I had a good time though it rained. =)

2007-12-19T11:05:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday was Xinyu's b'dae celebration. We had bbq at East Coast Park. Even though there were only 5 of us, but it was a fun celebration. Had the usual stuffs for bbq. And it was my first time that I was at East Coast at nite. Nice scenery and can see the stars. And went home at 10.30 and when I reached home at 11.30 got scolded by my parents for coming home late. But nvm, I enjoyed my time there =)

The fire made by the b'dae gal

The effects of the light made the pic like this
The two crazy gals in action(sorry...hehe)

Kisses for the b'dae gal

The sweet couple

See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil, smell no evil
My signature pose
1,2,3,4
My face looked so horrible in this pic
The big eeyore that Xinyu got as a present

Our special poses for the day =)

2007-12-19T11:01:00.000+08:00

The Peninsula Plaza trip to find skinny jeans. But we ended up not buying any skinny jeans because we were in doubt of the quality and the very low price of the skinny jeans. So instead, we walked around Marina Square. Jane left early so Jas and I continued walking and went home at 7.

2007-12-19T10:24:00.000+08:00

Thank god. Its back already. So, I can post the pics already!! hehe. This photos were from my cousin's wedding on the 1st and 2nd dec.

The solemnisation ceremony

That's the gift $ for the bride from the groom
My dad and uncle...do they look like twin brothers?
The tok kadi and groom
The bride and her 3 pretty sisters
After the solemnisation ceremony
Me looking sad and my sis looking happy =)

My grndma and mom
This pic took place on the 2nd which is the majlis persandingan

The lovely wedding cakes which were really nice cupcakes
The bride's family wearing blue
My family...wearing grey and black
Hafizz sleeping in his pram

2007-12-19T10:07:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys... I really want to upload the pics but then my blogger is having some problems for the time being(have to figure out what is it). So when my blogger is okay then will upload the pics. For now, I can't even change my font size, colour and font type.

2007-11-30T11:28:00.000+08:00

I know I have not updated this blog recently because I am so busy with school and other things that I dont even have the time to blog!!!!

I promise that I will blog soon.Real soon and update pics...outdated pics like Hari Raya pics and T3 pics and also my cousin's wedding on Saturday and Sunday.

Cant wait to go there and take lots and lots and lots of pics!!1 And judging's next week. I am so nervous. Still have not done the presentation slides. Then on Wednesday rush for report till 8 pm. Then still have to reush for FLSM project. And still have to teach my groupmates for Air-Con hydraulics!! Then still got term test coming!! And still have lots of problems to settle!!! Haiz...it's making me tired. Had not enough sleep because of projects. Even my meals are irregular...

Cant wait for term break to come. Then can relax...

2007-11-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

Will update soon. After i compile all the photos.

2007-10-03T15:58:00.000+08:00

I dot know how many ppl read my previous entry and i really appreaciate your concern. Thanks friends. I am happy now. Though the problem is not yet solved. But I am happy. I realised that my sadness is only for a while. Cos I have great friends who always manage to make me happy : ). And I realise that I am always happy even though I am sad. Isn't that contradicting? Haha...Btw going out today with Syazana...yeay! Buka together...

2007-09-27T13:46:00.000+08:00

Damn!!! I know i'm not supposed to be angry or anything cos it's the fasting month...but I think somebody flagged my biz blog as spam!!!Damn!!! How can they?? It's not spam lor...its just a blog trying to sell stuff...I did not disturb anybody...I only tag some ppl's blog as in to advertise my biz blog so that ppl can go and visit and maybe spread it to their friends!!!Shit!!

It's irritating man!!! I am not spamming other ppl's blog!!!I just tag ok? Tag??? Anything wrong with tagging other ppl's blog??? And I only tag once...not like 100 times!!! Stupid shit!!! I am a human...my blog is not SPAM!!! I dont think I violated any rights...I am not an imposter!!! I dont have porn pics in my biz blog!!!I dont have R-21 things in my biz blog!!! And why must ppl flag it?!Stupid shit right?!WTH!!!

Please lah...if somebody go and flag your blog as objectionable content you like meh???And you know that your blog is innocent as in no naked ppl's pics...only trying to sell stuff??

Is it wrong that I sell my stuff online???I see so many ppl selling their stuffs online...Tagging other ppl's blog to advertise it???Why my biz blog kena flag???Stupid right???Out of so many ppl who have biz blog, why my blog kena???It's not fair lor...

I am only trying to find a side income for myself and this is what I get???Damn shit lah!!!

And now MY BIZ BLOG CANNOT BE VIEWED BY OTHER PPL!!!! COS ITS BEEN BLOCKED FROM THE OTHER PPL'S VIEW EXCEPT FOR THE AUTHOR MEANING ME AND MY COUSIN!!!DAMN IT!!!

AM MOVING ALL THE PICS TO MULTIPLY!!!!SO ANYONE WHO IS INTERESTED PLS VISIT http://m2aventure.multiply.com

Sorry for using CAPS cos I am really really angry right now...I'm damn pissed off with whoever flagged my biz blog!!!!

2007-09-26T12:22:00.000+08:00

Hey..my biz blog is complete already...except for a few items that's still not up yet...so visit http://www.m2a-venture.blogspot.com for earrings and more accessories...

2007-09-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hahaha...my dad's in my room rite now...know what he's doing? Getting interested in one of my little projects for my biz venture...hahaha...it's a rare ocassion that he came into my room...so funny...i mean, i was here sleepy and he was trying to figure out something...and i was like thinking...why is he interested? And I know another reason is that he is a very inquisitive man...like to know what I am doing and all that...trying to make a father-daughter bonding...haha...but seriously...sometimes it doesnt work cos im living in my own dreamland and he is in his own world...but whatever...I mean i also go shopping with him cos my mom hates shopping while he, a man loves to shop as much as a woman does...

But whatever it is, I love my family...And they tend to come up with the wackiest ideas that they can think of...like my sis, she has too many ideas that sometimes she cant even accomplish it...haha...and my dad has a lot of ideas too...mainly creative and artistic ones...both of them, my sis and dad, can draw very well...while my mom, she loves to cook and sew stuffs...and me...well...I love to make accessories...I guess it runs in the family, working and using our hands and stuffs to make creative things...

And one more thing, I realise that I tend to make lame jokes and talking crap...and guess what? It runs in the family...haha...my dad, mom ,sis and in fact my nephew and my bro-in-law love to talk crap and crack lame jokes...haha...cos just the other day I said to my sis..." No wonder I also make lame jokes...the whole family loves to crap and make lame jokes." Haha...and she laughed at my sentence cos she can see the truth in it!!Haha...

Btw...I always have this feeling of distrust for someone...I dont know, I just cant kick off that feeling...Is it paranoia? Or is it a woman's intuition? Cos I feel that there is something wrong somewhere but the thing is i dont know where...Hmm...trying to kick off this feeling and trying to trust that person more...but sometimes, I just cant trust people...It's quite difficult for me to trust other people...because I am afraid that if I give my 100% trust to that person, I am afraid that one day that person might betray me and it will hurt me...So...sometimes i feel that its better not to give a person your 100% trust cos you'll never know if one day that person might betray you and furthermore, you dont know how much that person trust you...I guess, trust is a very serious issue...Haiz...I guess I have to trust that person more and not be so paranoid...and the things that is happening around me doesnt make things any better...Hope everything goes well...

And btw, the blog for my business venture with my cousin is still in the process of editing the skin...but the pics are up...so if its fully completed, I will put up the url...Will blog soon when I have the time...Ciaoz...

2007-08-29T10:36:00.000+08:00

Rule of the game:Each player of the game starts off with ten weird things or habits or known facts about yourself.People who get tagged must write it in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!
1) I love to shop. I can even go shopping alone if nobody accompany me.
2) I love bags!!I can never have enough bags. Even if I have a million, I will still buy bags.
3) I hate wearing glasses cos I think I looked weird in glasses.
4) I love eating.
5) I love to crack my knuckles and I know that it's a very bad habit.
6) I can be quite loud whenever I am with my close friends.
7) Actually I hate the color pink but now, I begin to like it more and more everyday!
8) I can get lost in Orchard cos I seldom go there to shop.
9) I also love the color green very much.
10)I love to create jewellery.

Anybody who wish to continue this game

2007-08-16T03:07:00.000+08:00

I'm back!!! Haha...I know it's been a very very very long time since I updated this blog...and it's been rotting away...but today, I'm gonna blog!!!woohoo...

MP/SIP ending soon...31 August...Have mixed feelings bout it though...Wanna know why? Hmm...I'm excited that it's going to end soon cos it means that holidays are coming!!!Yay!! Also quite sad leaving my workstation...IBCU 1 has been a great place to me...more like a second home...Hahaha...weird rite? but its true...the happy and fun memories in IBCU 1...hmmm....The ending of MP/SIP means that my SIP report of 1500 to 2000 words will be due soon...Havent even finish doing the project how to do the report??? So must faster finish the project...And PR2 coming next week...And I'm so nervous...because...of a certain lecturer that scares the hell out of me...And I'm afraid that when he came around for the PR2...I'm afraid that I cannot speak...Hahaha...but whatever it is...It's something that I have to go through eventually...

My business venture with my cousin...hmm...the first fleamarket which was held last month was a setback for us...I only managed to sell 1 earring and my cousin sold several of her stuffs but the money that we got from the sales did not even cover our rent expenses :( And when I came back from the fleamarket, got scolding from both of my parents cos I did not manage to sell a lot...They were nagging at me telling me that setting up a business is difficult and risky...I mean, before they lecture me, I already know that already...If i'm not ready to take the risk, why do I even set up this venture rite?

And they disallow me to sell my stuffs ever again...Haiz...My own parents did not even support me doing this business...whereas my grandmother, uncle, aunt, sister and friends support me...I dont know what else to say...I dont know how to get support from my parents...I did not even ask my parents money to set up this small venture...but still...they disapprove me of doing this...I really appreciate their concern for me...but can't they just support me in whatever that I do? As long as it's a good thing...I'm not looking for profits...but the enjoyment and passion that I have for business...Is it not rite? Even when last year that I told them that I wanted to teach tuition...At first they did not support my decision...MY mom even questioned me whether I can teach and she wants to see how long I will continue teaching...

Sometimes, it's tiring that I have to convince them that I can do whatever they think that I can't...Teaching and business are my passion...why can't they just be happy with whatever that I do...

Btw, enough about that, the second fleamarket that was held last week was quite a success...But my parents didn't know bout this fleamarket...cos I'm afraid that they will scold me of they know bout this...Haiz...so this time round, my cousin brought in more things...I lower down the price of my earrings...though we were selling at a loss, it's better because our sales cover our rental expenses...Alhamdullilah...the sales of my earrings went up from 1 to ...I dont know how much...I guess around 12 or 14 earrings sold that day...

These are some of the items that we sold at the fleamarket...And I'm setting up another blog to sell the earrings online...will set it up soon when I have the time...

2007-05-25T11:26:00.000+08:00

I have not been updating lately cos I've been so busy with school?Haahaa...busy slacking....and actually nothing happen recently, so nothing to blog lah...and yah...busy trying to venture into small business with my cousin....and also getting fatter each day cos I kept eating inside the workstation....eat nuggets nearly everyday...lol....so thats all...wanna watch movie...haha

2007-05-12T20:03:00.000+08:00

http://www.myheritage.com

2007-05-11T09:12:00.000+08:00

This are the pictures at Dhaffer's B'day party... I had fun there organising the games for the children....Ate lots of food and talk with the cousins...

2007-05-09T09:25:00.000+08:00

I know my friends have been complaining to me that I never blog...so today i will blog a very short entry...the pictures of my cousin's B'day party will be posted later on...

Been so busy with school and tuition that I dont even have the time to blog or check my friendster account cos by the time I reach home, I will be very tired...and fell asleep and even woke up late for school...

and Mother's Day coming....Hmm...what should I buy for my mom...?

2007-04-27T14:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my "Unlucky" day....firstly, I was late for my clock-in....only by 4 minutes and I am late...the 69 buses at the condo were full....and I have no other choice but to walk or should I say run to TP cos only 10 mins left to my clock-in time...ran to TP but did not manage to clock-in in time cos of the stupid computer clock which is around a few minutes faster....

Then...on the way home, met Xinyu...and I lost my ezlink card again...for the third time...so Xinyu and I went back to school, reported at ENG GO and then went back to the route that I walked and went back in into the workstation...Jas and Jane also though I did not meet them...So thanks yah for helping me....

BUt luckily, the ENG GO staff called me and say that they found my ezlink card....Alhamdullilah...luckily...if not...Haiz...I dont know what to do...

2007-04-25T13:56:00.000+08:00

Hello!!! I'm back...yeah...school's started....so sian in school do nothing in the lab...surf the net, watch youtube and play games....sian, sian and sian...And Rui!!! I miss you soo much...miss seeing you in school...and this entry is short as i am very lazy to blog.....and I feel really sleepy...that's all for now....

2007-04-20T13:38:00.000+08:00

I'm back blogging...cos of my dear friend who keep bugging me to blog...so now here I am talking nonsense again...Next week is the start of the new school semester....3.1...New challenges ahead, quite looking forward to it...but the school hours is not flexible at all...for 9am to 5.30 pm...then after that have to go for tuition...wow...I'll be so tired by the end of the day...hope to get enough rest during the weekends...but I soooo love teaching...I dont know why, but I just love teaching...not because of the $$$ but because I just love to teach....esp teach the pri school kids who are sooo adorable and cute...

So now, let me tell you a little about the kids that I am teaching now and the kids that I have taught before...

My first students were Syafiq and Syafiqah who now are in pri 4 and pri 3 respectively...they are good students...Syafiq love science while was weak in Malay and Syafiqah loves Malay but hate Maths...But too bad, I only taught them for 2 months...

Next is Janna...the ever naughty student...always mischievious and lazy...but very clever in nature...I love teaching her Math cos that's her favourite subject and she hates to do English...

Then, there's Siddique and his sister Faza. They are now in pri 5 and pri 3 respectively....Siddique is always the cute one...though he is older, the way he talk is way cuter than his sister...though quite weak in many subjects, he managed to pass his pri 4 streaming and now is in EM2...Faza, Siddique's sister is very pretty but she is always vain...always touching her long hair or face during my lesson...but she is very smart and her strongest subject is Malay...and I miss teaching the both of them sooo much, now that I am not teaching them anymore...I wish that they will ask me to teach them again...cos I feel that they are the best...

Afzal is also in Pri 3,is Siddique's and Faza's cousin, he is actually quite smart...but loves to talk and joke around, trying to make me laugh...youngest of his siblings, he tends to be more playful...and in fact the most playful of all my students...Teaching him is not as easy as the others because of his mouth that cannot stop talking...but nonetheless...he is one adorable kid espescially with his cheeky smile that always make me want to hit him...hehehe...I'm so bad...

Now, I have two new students, I don't know what their characters are but I hope that they can be as adorable as the students that I am teaching now and that I have taught before...cos most of the times, these students really made my day even when it's really tiring, I am happy when I see them and even if I scolded them, it does not affect me that badly....They always manage to make me smile even during the moments that I feel like scolding them...I just adore them sooo much...And most of all I adore teaching and I love teaching them...

2007-04-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

Some lyrics to share...one of it is from Allahyarham Sudirman Hj. Arshad...I love his songs really much...though its been a long time since he passed away, many still love his songs and though I have never seen him or his performances before(cos he passed away when I was 4 years old), I still love his songs that I listen on the radio and I feel that this particular song, if I'm not wrong he wrote the lyrics himself...the meaning is really deep...It's about the value of someone's love to him...and he only felt that after she left him...how much that she loves him and the memories that she behind...and he hope that he can be with her again and show her the value of his love to her...

Sudirman Hj. Arshad - Nilai Cinta Mu

Pernah dulu kufikirkan
Tanpa cinta tak mengapa
Bila kau pergi kurasakan
Sunyinya dihati
Baru kini kutahu
Nilai cintamu

Kurenungi gambarmu
Kubaca surat surat mu
Namun pedihnya kuterasa
Tanpa kau bersama
Kuharap dikau pun
Begitu jua

Kini aku mengerti
Hanya engkau pelita hati
Semua yang kau korbankan
Hanyalah untukku
Akan tetapku kenang
Kasihmu terhadap diriku
Janji untuk bersama
Sehidup dan semati

Andainya kau kembali
Kan ku curahkan rasa hati
Akan aku buktikan
Cintaku yang suci
Berikan ku harapan
Untuk bersamamu semula
Akan aku buktikan
Nilai cintaku...

Another song is from Acha Septriasa...Sampai Ku Menutup Mata...Also has a deep meaning...I really love this song...

Acha Septriasa - Sampai Menutup Mata

Embun di pagi buta
Menebarkan bau asa
Detik demi detik ku hitung
Inikah saat ku pergi

Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
Berikanlah aku hidup
Takkan ku sakiti dia
Hukum aku bila terjadi

(Korus)Aku tak mudah mencintai
Aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
Aku tak mudah mengatakan
Aku jatuh cinta

Senandungku hanya untuk cinta
Tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
Tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
Sampai ku menutup mata
Cintaku sampai ku menutup mata

Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
Berikanlah aku hidup
Takkan ku sakiti dia
Hukum aku bila terjadi
(Ulang korus)

2007-04-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went to the airport to send my sis mom-in-law to umrah...note...not my mom-in-law k...my sis mom-in-law...so went there to send them off...then we went forlunch there...then...the whole family head to Expo...I went on a shopping spree....Yahhooo....hehe...bought long-sleeved shirts...so nice and so cheap...Then after that went to the Books Sale there...I'm mad about books!!! Bought 5 books for $25...so cheap right...usually I bought 1 book for $16.80...so its a bargain...but can I find the time to read the books?Hmm...sure have time...but dont know...I've been quite busy with things... Then school's starting very soon...meaning that I will be starting my SIP soon...and Year 3 begins...It just seems like yesterday that I joined TP...but its going to be 3 years...and I am going to graduate from there...It's like time flies so fast...And I don't even feel like leaving TP...Haiz...nvm...

Hmmm....If i have the time or anything to update,I will update soon k....And Syaz...I didn't forget your b'day present k...Only yesterday I dont have time to meet u...sorry...meet u next week K....HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SYAZANA...HOPE YOU GET WHAT YOU WISH FOR...HEHE...

2007-03-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

I know that I have not been blogging for some time cos was a bit busy...My results for this semester was better than the last semester...Got quite a number of Bs..but i still have a C,D and F...for my MACT...which is expected...And the best thing is!!!! MY GPA went up..Hooray!!! Though its very little but it still increase...I am soooo happy...Gonna work hard for the SIP next sem so I can increase my GPA again... So...yesterday, took the supp paper for MACT...the paper was OK...I can do it...no mind block this time...I hope I can pass it...as this is the passport for me to do the SIP next sem...

Then yesterday, after the paper, went to Bugis for a while...the whole trip there, I kept listening to this particular song...Kenangan Terindah by Samsoon...it is soooo nice...the meaning sooo deep...I just love that song really much...I can listen to the song for hours and hours without getting bored...so here's the lyric... And I feel like revamping my blog again...

Samsoon- Kenangan Terindah

Aku yang lemah tanpa mu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang t'lah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun aku mampu
Tuk mengenangmu

Darimu...
Ku temukan hidupku
Bagiku...
Kaulah cinta sejati

Yeah....

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan ku jadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang t'lah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

2007-03-07T19:45:00.000+08:00

Been quite busy for these past couple of days. Yesterday accompanied my sis to send my nephew, Hafizz to the A & E at KKH...He's having fits again...The whole family is so worried about him...He's 5 months, but his motor skills is like a baby of 3 or 4 months...His attention span is short...His head is not strong...Is it because of his recurring fits? Hmm...I don't know...So now, he is hospitalised don't know for a few days to monitor his fits...The doctors there said that his fits came back because he is having cough and running nose and that his immune system is low..but then...is the doctors' theory correct? I mean, he still get fits even when he's not sick? Hmm...I hope he'll be alright and grow up well like his older brother...

2007-03-03T17:17:00.000+08:00

I'm back...Yahooo!!! Finish exams already...I feel so relieved...*Whew*...Time to blog the past two weeks events...

16 Feb

Went chalet...Checked in at 4 p.m if not wrong...Th chalet was CAAS holiday bungalow situated just opp Pasir Ris Park...Though the bungalow looked old and quite eerie to me...but it was ok cos my cousins, Pak Ngah, Mak Ngah and Nenek stayed there...so its not that scary anymore...Had our own bbq pit...nice...will put the pics up once I upload them....Then there were three bedrooms...My room was adjointed to my sis room....and there were 4 toilets in the 2 storey bungalow...had a game room and a TV room... a really large living room and a dining room...nice

Upon reaching there, helped them to put the things in place and then went cycling with my best cousin, Kak Aidah...rented the bike there...halfway through, the grey clouds were already drifting to Pasir Ris Park...So we decided to head back to the bungalow...IN the end it did not rain...the first nite of bbq..quite fun though I didnt really help cos so many ppl want to bbq and the pit was quite small unlike at Downtown East where the pit was actually slightly bigger...BBQed satay, otah, chicken,beef, prawns...etc...ate quite a lot..haahaa...i fat liao...

Then at around 10, went upstairs to do a bit of notes for MACT while watching MY GIRL...then slept at 1 a.m....

17 Feb

2nd day at the chalet...woke up at 6...yah...cos of my MP3 alarm clock that keep ringing...Then got scolded by my mom cos of the noisy alarm clock causig her to wake up...Haahaa...I actually heard it ringing but I thought it was from my sis room...haahaa...then I remembered it was mine and not hers...So clever of me! Forgot to turn off that alarm...So woke up...at least that alarm clock woke us up so that we can perform the morning prayers rite? Then after bathing..bla...bla...slacking inside the bedroom...My cousin and I went off for breakfast...Saw my dad at the bustop...Took the bus to Downtown East...ate Burger King and then....off to ESCAPE!!

Not that many ppl at ESCAPE that day maybe because its the Eve of CNY? Hmm...rode nearly all rides...So fun lah...then I think we left at 12 or 1....walked back to the bungalow...from ESCAPE to Pasir Ris Park...And found out that there were horses inside Pasir Ris Park...haaahaaa....what a discovery made...my cousin took pics with the horse...

Then reached "home", ate lunch....MY other cousins, Pak Ngah and Mak Ngah went for their relatives' wedding so theres nothing to do..I studied for a while...Kak Aidah had to leave cos meeting Siti...

Then BBQ again at nite...

18 FEb

CNY!!! It was so cold the previous nite...woke up at 3...finding myself cannot sleep...cos my leg was aching...I think its because I kept going up and down the staircase all day long yesterday...was in pain...I think I slept back at around 4 or 5....cannot wake up early....Had breakfast...

This was the most boring day...with nothing to do...totally sian....Dad and PAk Ngah went fishing again....The whole family went to PAsir Ris park at 12 just to see my Dad and PAk Ngah fish...and there were so many tentage there...mostly Malay and Indian families...Hmmm....Like the kampung days....then my sis and I rented bicycle....the one that can sit two ppl...i dont know what it is called....but it was the first time for both us riding it...I was asked by my sis to ride infront...the feeling was a bit different from riding the normal bike...I can't balance myself...haaahaa...I kept screaming while trying to cycle it...while my sis keep saying that I am very heavy and she had difficulty pedalling the bike...lol...And then when I want to turn the bike...I can't... haaahaaa...we nearly fell off the bike...Then after that it was my turn to sit behind while my sis rode in front....this time she got the feeling of how difficult it was riding infront and having to control the movements of the bike...while I get the feel of riding behind and having no control of the bike or whatsoever...but it was fun lah...

Then had to head back "home" cos it was drizzling...had lunch...and then went upstairs to study...Nenek was sleeping when I went up...THen i took a nap...until the time that my mom decided to go home...Mom and Nenek went home...but the rest of us staued till tml...And I already got this home-sick feeling...no internet, not my own bed, pillows and room...Haiz...BBQed again...Was kinda of sick of the BBQed food cos it was the same old food for the 3 ddays that we BBQed...sian...

My cousins had movies marathon for the nite...didnt join them cos was too tired and too sleepy and decided to accompany my sis upstairs cos she would be lonely and scared alone upstairs...in the adjoined room...with her 2 small sons accompanying her...

19 Feb- Study Week

Yeay!! Monday...check out day...was so happy that I got to head back home...Haaahaaa... I miss my room, my internet, and esp my bed...checked email, friendster...then after that study...so sian...

20 feb

Another boring day at home...cannot go school cos public holiday...so was stuck at home...sian

21 Feb

Went Bedok Library to study with Syaz...then accompany her buy wrapping paper and thought of buying one until I found out that I forgot to bring my wallet...Of all the things in the world...I forget to bring my wallet!!! WTH...I brought my HP, MP3...but sadly I didnt bring my wallet...Not even my ATM card...But my really kind friend decided to lend me her money to buy the wrapping paper and the b'day present for my student...It was so nice of her...Thanks gal...

22 Feb

Went to school to study with Xinyu and Haz...Did I say study? Oh...actually didn't really study...If Haz followed us to study sure cannot study one...Cos the three of us would end up talking and talking and making jokes...talk crap...whatsoever...so yah didn't study...and we make the study room like our own room....brought in snacks, bubble tea...I think if we can take in instant noodles or a steamboat, we will also bring them in...Haaahaaa...

23 Feb

First day of exams for Syaz...I went to school to take the I- Guides cert and then head back home...and I just realised that it's going to be 2 years since we took our O levels results...how time flies....

Exam week

Was mugging hard for the exams...drank coffee so that I can stay up the nite and study but it did not work for me...The first time, I drank coffee at nite, I did not sleep till around 2 a.m but the 2nd and the 3rd time that I drank them, I felt sleepy...Isn't it weird...coffee is suppose to perk me up and not make me sleepy....

Wednesday's paper I think, was the worst of all...I got a mind block...everything that I memorised, I cnnot put it on the paper...It's as if there was a dam that prevented the information from coming out of my brain...WTH...and the air-con at the tutorial room was so cold and that I gave up the paper cos I cannot think anymore and because I was shivering...And a supp paper for MACT...confirmed...

Today

Followed mum to TM...went shopping ...bought lots and lots of food...Hmm...and I seem to eat a lot of chocolate these past few days and I think I am getting fatter and fatter each day!!! Arrghh!!Have to go jogging already....Anybody up for it? Hehe...And...I can't wait to watch The Messenger...and I want to watch Music and Lyrics and also Rain's movie...And I think if I am going to watch all these 3 movies, I will be broke by the end of the month...And yah...I also want to watch Mr Bean's new movie coming out this month....How come there are so many nice movies to watch when you are trying to save $$ and when you wanna watch a movie and have the extra $$ to watch, there are no movies that you are interested in watching? Hmm...complicated...

2007-02-13T02:40:00.000+08:00

Arrghhh!!!! I hate her man!!!! She sux!!! She....arrghh!!!*^^$ her lah...what kind of person is she? Anyhow criticise people and demoralise her own students!!! What the *^$%!!!! Trying to make us fail is it? Huh? Damn it lah! So irrtating...I am going to show her that I can get a B for that bloody *%^*ing subject!!! Who the hell she think she is?!!!!??!!! Seeing her face makes me wanna hit her sia!!! This is like the first time that I am really angry with a *****!!! I dont care if she read this!!! Damn it lah...SHe know that many people dont like her, even the seniors....NO wonder so many people fail her subject! Its because of this lah!!!Its because of her attitude towards her students...and how dare she say that Nad and I did not do the project ourselves when all these time we have been using our brains just to make our project work? Can't she see the effort that we make? Though we did ask for someone's help...but still...we did the project all by ourselves except for the little part...Can't she just at least recognise the effort that we make? What the hell lah! Then say we waste her time! Shit lah...she is the one who waste time and still can say us!!! $^$% ! She think she so good is it??!! #%#$^$% !!! Arrghh!!!

2007-02-03T18:23:00.000+08:00

These are the photos taken during the site visit...

2007-02-03T17:43:00.000+08:00

Today we went to Sentosa Cove for a site visit....Which is P03,P04 and P06...Hmmm...the site visit was okay...took a number of pictures...will post here soon though...Saw the very posh condominiums and bungalows there....and can you believe it! One piece of land cost $8 million....I was like so shocked...that is excluding the cost of building a house on that piece of land...and that is the seafront view...while the normal view cost half of the amount...

Wow! I wish I can buy a house there...such a beautiful view....by the sea...at Sentosa...wow....so cool lah if I can live there...Hmmm....dream on Maziah...

2007-02-02T13:58:00.000+08:00

Doing project again...haiz...so sian lah...deadlines are a week from now...two of the projects still not done and have not studied for exams...then still got accounting test next week...still got Energy Audit quiz...and still got Contract Admin re-quiz on the last week of school...arrgghh!!I think I can go mad by the end of year 2.2...

2007-01-30T11:39:00.000+08:00

I change my blogskin again...I seemed unhappy with the blogskin that I have just a few days ago...so I changed it again...Haiz...now in school trying to do Project Management Assingment...so sian lah...now so stressed out...so many projects...quizzes coming and exams are coming...hope that I can do well for this sem exams...

2007-01-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

Right...this blog is officially open by me today...i think everything is Okay except that there will be no photos for the moment cos busy with projects, assignments, quizzes and sem exam coming...so the photos might come along after the exams...

And thanks to Syazana for helping me out for the skin...though I already change it...hehe...

2007-01-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

My new blog...Ok...I think I will be using this blog permanently...Lots of thanks to Jane for teaching me how to get the skins, the tagboard and how to edit it...cos all this time I do not know how to do it...And I love this skin...its nice...Hmmm...

Alright....Tml is TP Open House...Yeay!!! Can bring the students around TP...I'm quite looking forward to it...

Oh yah...just now on the way back to school from Tampines Interchange, inside bus no 69...there was this girl...she's around sec 2 or 3...boarded the bus from the interchange..if you look at her, she seems perfectly normal...a typical secondary school girl...but then...something happen inside the bus...she suddenly waved and said hello to some TP students and strangers on the bus...she kept saying it repeatedly...she did several actions that normal people will not do...when Junyuan and Springfield students boarded the bus also...she did the same thing...she waved her hands in the air...So...it must be that she has some psychological problems...poor her...so young already have this type of problem...haiz...though its scary to the people who board the bus including me...I feel sorry for her...Hope her parents can send her to psychologist or whatsoever so that she can lead a normal life like us...